Sorry guys I know I should be around on here more often things have been getting quite hectic. Especially with what's happened to poor Tish, no one can say we weren't expecting it, but it still didn't have to happen.
Anyway we've discussed that enough over the past days to keep it out of my journal. Not too much homework tonight which is great, it's 8 in the morning and I still have to wait two hours before Thomas will call me and then I have to figure out how to convince my folks to let me go out with him today. lol
I haven't been updating my immortals lately either which really upsets me because I love writting and nothing should have to take me from it, even this horrid practice of school. My mother just now figured out how much it stresses me out and how I'm already starting to feel overloaded and said "well maybe you should switch out." Sure like I'm dumb enough to switch out already a marking grade into school, not likely besides I like all of my classes this year. Well I could go without Environmental Science but that can't be helped.
I suppose I could use a paragraph to speal about Thomas, we've been talking alot lately about things I suppose are important I'm just not used to them being such a big issue this early in a relationship and I don't know if that's a good thing or if we're already hitting snags. Though I know part of it is my fault, don't give me that smile Alsa.
He said he found it hard to believe I loved him and I yelled at him for it but now that I think of it, he's right.
I don't find myself old or wise enough to really know what love is or what it can be, I mean what 16 year-old really does. The only things I can know is that I prefer his company to anyone else's, that having a guy I can actually talk things over with feels good, though at times it makes me miss my dear Alex, (and no I haven't heard from him recently so I'm back to thinking he's died). He doesn't think so but the way he looks at me sometimes makes me melt more than anything I've ever felt, and just being able to lay my head on his shoulder or his chest and then listen to his heartbeat. -sigh-
Yay my parents are leaving soon, though they have yet to decide if they're going to the homeshow, I don't really care either way but it would be kind of nice to have the house to myself all day.
Anywho I guess I'm sighing off for awhile then. Byes!
You Make Me High (6 Reviews)
by Jason Mraz
Transcribed by Bri Carerra (lovetoloveu@hotmail.com)
Well I don't know just what I'm here for
I want more than words can describe
I've been deprived
Can you believe it
My whole world well its fallin' apart
well it falls, still it falls, well it falls apart around me
And you pick me back up, oh said you pickin' back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Said at you pick me back up, oh said you pickin' back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Cuz' I'm drinkin' all of the tears you cry
And I don't wish, to know my ending, mmmmm'
I just say I wanna know when I begun
I wanna know when I begun
I wanna know where it started from
where it all had started from
Because I feel like I am spinning,
I feel like I'm spinning
Well I feel just like I'm spinning I'm spinning around
oh oh oh oh
said I feel like I am spinning
all around this summer
and the winter comes and another storm
it falls, well it falls, said it falls apart around me
And you pick me back up, oh said you pickin' back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Oh my, my, my
Said you pick me back up, oh said you pick me back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Said I'm drinkin
