Hey guys

Well um got a nice bit of homework, mainly because I haven't been keeping up with my math. I haven't been paying attention to what I'm doing in either of my online classes so I'll just get B's in the both of them. OH well I've gotten to the point where I really don't care about my GPA.

And Hey I actually got a college brochure for Stetson yesturday, sigh another college I would die for, but my folks can't afford and scholarships don't quite cover. I really wish my folks would let me go to Brown I got an entire book from them a week ago, seems awesome and they said we might go a take a tour of the campus later. I also got a book from Northwestern which is weird because I didn't even ask for it, most colleges just send me the simple little brochure. Glad most of them have the wrong address though, I'm getting enough of these things as it is. I didn't realize I was such an asset lol.

I also have finally updated my writting and I'm going to try and do that more often. Yeah I miss it I guess, or I don't know lately I've just been in a really blah mood lately, I really don't want to think what I'd be like if Thomas wasn't around. Just knowing that somewhere despite it all there's always someone that loves me, is the greatest comfort in the world. Makes me glad that Alex and Mallory are going out, he really needs someone to take the time to see beyond the front he puts on for everyone. It's almost scary that I have so much practice in those things. But I helped Ky through it, and well I helped my Al as much as I could before he left. And Paul had more problems than anyone cares to get into.

I don't think I'll ever name a kid Alex, mainly because as Alex was saying the other day there is something in a name, and both the Alex's I've known in my life I'm constantly worrying they'll end up dead, one from keeping everything inside,  (and Alex I'll be damned if you think I'm done with you) and the other from well everything in his life blowing up on him. And Ky I'm sorry but I'll never give up on him, not for anything in the world.

I guess that's it for today, still in a blah mood so these entries are bound to be a little weird.