My Time Has Come

I know I haven't updated in awhile but things have gotten kinda hectic

I got a new car, I already love it more than anything lol

I made Justin's girlfriend really mad at him, I can't believe he actually asked her

I'm still mad a Will

Thomas and I have hit a few rocky spots but I still love him

My family is coming over tonight

My brother is in trouble in with the credit union my parents are bailing him out, he's also in trouble in school I am forced to bail him out

I have a hard enough time with my own classes without having to deal with his

I hate the fact that they make me
I hate the fact that I'll never be good enough for my mom
I dont' even know why I care any more




Hang me, watch awhile
Let me see you smile as I die
Take me, as my body burns
Let me see you yearn, while I cry

One step on your own
And you walk all over me
One head in the clouds
You won't let go
You're too proud
One light to the blind, and they see
One touch on the head, we believe

Adore me as I drift away
Let me hear you say I'm fine
You cry as my body dies
All that you despised is gone away

One step on your own
And you walk all over me
One head in the clouds
You won't let go, you're too proud
One light to the blind, and they see
One touch on the head, we believe
We believe

One step on your own
And you walk all over me
One head in the clouds
You won't let go, you're too proud
One light to the blind, and they see
One touch on the head, we believe
We believe



Willingly into the arms of death I go, Glady I heed his call, I feel his hands wrap around my wrist, and the pain of the cuts is gone, I feel nothing, I feel peace, I am nothing, I am extinct, I am free.